Blogging, thinking, listening to music/singing, and talking to my DKP friends. Plus waiting some more. Wee! This shall get interesting I think...

So.. I'm listening to Her Name is Alice by Shinedown. Very erm... interesting song. Haha. So I spent most of the day cleaning/organizing my room. And doing math. x.x

I have gotten no replies from anyone, literally. Not in e-mail or snail mail. I'm gonna go insane if I wait for much longer. XD And I still can NOT tell you my secert.. I was thinking I'd be able to today, but alas... Maybe tomorrow? You probably won;t even care. So when I tell you you'll probably say something like, "Seriously? You got me all excited for that?" Haha oh well sorry! XD

Not sure what else to say right now. So.. goodnight!

Yay! You can finally see the grass! And you can go out in the afternoon and not be dressed in three layers. *dances*

Random question for the day. If girls can get away with wearing bikinis and guys can get away with wearing swim trunks, why can't you wear that little of clothing any where any time? Is it only acceptable to be naked on the beach with a bunch of people around you in the summer? That's silly.

So, if anyone cares, no word from the guy that I wrote to.
I'm waiting all non patiently for someone to knock on the door. o.o I still can't tell you why yet, sorry. 
I guess that's all for now.

Single's Awareness Day?

Well, so what if you're single on Valentine's day? Why can't it be good enough that you have friends and family? Besides that, who really needs a boyfriend or a girlfriend to make that particular day special? I guess I can't really answer that, considering I've never had anymore than an imaginary boyfriend, and yesterday felt like any other day. Not that I really care, I still got candy out of it, so all is well. ^_^
I'm not really sure what else to say tonight. I just watched Demolition Man and I'm waiting for my friend to come back from her walk. Soo.. I think game playing is a necessary thing that this moment. Which is where I will be heading... Now. Peace!

Okay, so, I've actually written a blog everyday so far. I'm so proud of my self.. not.

Well, Soulmates with a Rockstar is well, actually what it says. My dream was where I was back stag and I met the lead singed of a rock band and he introduced me to the lead guitarist. And I kinda like.. fell in love with him. But it was deeper than that...? I'm not sure how to explain it. 
 Another note of non-interest, last May, I do believe it was, I went to the Tulip festival with my step-mom and grandma.... and I saw this dude is has been dubbed The Denny's guy, because I saw him at Denny's. And the rockstar in my dream looked a lot like Denny's guy. 
But there's something that ties into those two, somewhat. The guy that I sent that letter to today, what if he were to be the Denny's guy? My friend and I were joking about that yesterday. Made for an interesting conversation (not that our conversation are normally interesting.) 
Just some theories and ideas and dreams from a wacky teenager.

Happy Valentine's Day!

I am a complete blond person. Right there on the front of one of the pictures that I got from my grandma is his (he guy I talked about yesterday. The one I was trying to find.) is his name. Spelled right and everything. *facepalm* So I look up the name... and low and behold there's whom I assume to be his parents. And it says that they live on the same street. This is getting to easy now. Now, after I send this letter that I wrote, he'll either not remember me or he doesn't live there anymore. Huh. I'll be sending the letter tomorrow and I'll let you know what he says.

So, I really want the next nine to ten days to go really quickly. Why? Well.. I can't really tell you yet. But I will as soon as i can because it's big. But it's a secert so far.

Okay. I have two major things that are focused on my mind.

The first is the story that I'm writing. The inspiration came from a dream i had a couple nights ago. the title thus far is Soulmates with a Rock Star. Unless you want a detailed long description that I've been known to give, don't ask. I don't really have an answer other then to just tell you my dream. 

The second is the guy that I'm trying to find. You'd think that with all of the 'advanced' technology and such that the internet provides us with, one would be able to find a childhood friend. This however, is proving to not be the case. I know where he used to live, I know his first name and his brother's first names, (I just got an idea! *scurries to check into it* Nope crud) I know the ladie's first name who lived behind them. And now from one of my great grandmother's photos, I have his last name. Now, considering that it's been, oh i don't know, approximately seven years since I last saw him, I wouldn't bet much that he still lives there. But is he possibly the only teenager that doesn't have a facebook? Or did my great grandmother get his name written wrong? Or can I just not read it?

You see, I had tried to find him about a year or so ago, with the only thing that I had was a first name and a fuzzy mental image. But after a bit of futile searching, I had given up my hope and let it drop. Now I am given the opportunity to find my old friend, and can only find dead ends. Well, I have one lead, perhaps. A name spelled slightly different of a ladie that supposedly lives where he used to. I'll send her a message now. I'll tell you the result. Cross your fingers would ya?

Have you ever had a dream that when you wake up, you feel like it was real, and you're left waiting there for the person that was in your dreams to show up? It's an interesting feeling, maybe not always a good feeling either. (Nightmare or other) Well, last night I finally had a good dream. VS. a odd/weird or a nightmare. I like good dreams. Their nice.

Okay! I finally found a good use for my non-sharp sword! *Dances* I'm going to take a picture and put it as a cover for a book that I wrote. I'll tell you more about that later.

I hate being a writer that can't write. Like, you have so many thoughts and feelings that would make for some interesting words, but yet, when you find yourself face to face with your paper.. nothing comes to mind. Very infuriating for me. Plus, the only other thing for me is to tweedle my thumbs until I think of something or until I find something else to do. o.o

Ever feel...

Nervous after you sent a message? Well, have you ever sent a message to a man whose done artwork for many big movies, asking to use one of his pictures? 
I'm not totally sure why I'm nervous. The worst he can do is say no right? And it's not like I really have any right to use his picture. I mean, I'm not using it on anything that I'm going to sell, but it's still his work. 
I've sent two other requests for permission in the last week, hoping for a quick reply. I guess not everyone sits on their lap tops eh?
Well, it's -1.6 F degrees outside. Which probably means that I won't be going to the post office today, which also probably means that my friend's V-day stuff will be late... Again.. >.>'... Oh well, I don't think she minds to much.
So what is anyone else doing for Valentine's day.. other hen eating chocolate?

February 9, 2011.

So this my first blog, hopefully it isn't to crappy. Someone told me that Facebook is pretty much like a blog, I suppose that I would agree, expect for you can't put much into a status. 

 I suppose that I ought to explain my blog name, in case you didn't get it. Have you ever heard of the TV show called Twilight Zone? And have you heard of the newest book/movie called Twilight? Where the vampires sparkle in the sun. Well.. I'll let you figure it out from there.

Mostly this blog will be about my thoughts of the day. Probably not very interesting *Laugh out Loud*. That's just me for you.

So, I'm still waiting for the fourth book of Eragon. And my cousin still hasn't called me. Never thought I'd be waiting on a phone call from him. (I'm random, and you'll never know what you'll see from me next! So, take this as a personal warning!)

I guess that's all for now, I do believe that dinner will be ready soon. G'night!